heyy umm i have a question for everyone...have u ever had s feeling that some u trusted nd that u were ever close with was lieing to you almost everytime they talked to you but u didnt have any real proof that they were..the onli proof u had was your feeling and you were scared that if u talked to them about it your gut feeling wasnt gonna be enuf to make them tell u the truth....well right now im haveing that problem soo if anyone has ever had to deal with this pllzzzzzzzzz comment me cuz i rle dont kno wut ta do!!!!...plz help me!!!!!

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heyy well i guess i should write in here again..soooo...wass good??...im bored as hell...ummmm me nd josh have been together 2 mnths now soo thats a good thing...lol....iight well i gotta be out some1s at mi house nd i juss dont wanna leave em sitin there...iight well pce1

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i love you joshie!!

hey wass good...umm i rle dont have nethin to put in here cuz i'v been keeping to myslef for the past few days...butt umm im kinda gettin sick of it soo if ne of mi friends see these dont worry i didnt die i'v juss havnt been out but im comein out soon..i love you pplz...iight well im out pce1

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* i never let the actions of another make or break me. i never let a single person shake me cuz honestly, i dont give a fuck who hates me!

* wipe a tear && crack a smile you've just commited the perfect crime ,faked them all, they dont know your dying inside

* when your parents catch you ; too drunk too walk, && and too hight too talk when you cant think  && dont know what to do dont plan on asking me, cause ill be right there, screwed up with you <3

* your lookin at the girl who's brokein ton's of hearts

           -&& hates herself for it_

your looking at the girl that everyone pretends to love

       - but says ugly rumors about-

your looking at the girl who lost him and stands looking over the rialing

     -wondering if anyone would bother to stop her-

your looking at the girl who loves to fake a smile

-but doesnt have a happy thought in her mind_

your looking at the girl who's head over heals for you

      -but you dont know her name-

your looking at the girl who's made it throught it all

-&& still has the courage to fall for you each day_

* always keep your head up hight now matter how bad things are...cause there's some people who would kill to see u fall

* so your pretty? is that it? you think your going to get somewere by being pretty? maybe somewhere on the streets but thats it ;)

* deep inside i know there are things i regret and even thought you broke my heart your not one of them yet

* goodbye is the hardest thing to say. because you walk away with only memories ' & well memories; well .. they  f a d e away

* && she laughts at all the rumors she hears about herself because she loves to hear those desperate attempts to bring her down

ok ok im dun for now iight well im put pce1

i love ya josh..i love you too nikki!!

Currently Reading Kissing The Rain By Kevin Brooks see related

heyy pplz wass good...ight well i styll didnt do much...rle to tell the truth i did a lot but i juss dont feel like typin it all soo to bad..iight well im bored nd i finally redyed mi hair heck yes im soo happi...ok well im out love ya pce1

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ok ok im bored soo i have to add these....

Dead to the mind, cold to the bone xxxxxx
xxxxshe doesn't know why she feels so alone

Never mind...forget it.

They’re just memories

 on a page inside an

envelope. You can say I

changed but I can

say F*** you, you never

knew me to begin with.